Tuesday, November 4, 2008

一号公路

弯曲但一路顺畅的高速公路。
又是一段只有我的长途旅程。
日晒当空到倾盆大雨。
时慢时快的扫水器,无奈地配合着变化多端的雨水。
世上有太多的事,是预计不及甚至所能不及。
人不是万物之灵吗?
可是为什么很多时候依然陷入无能为力的窘境?
呵,这不是一个可笑又可悲的事实吗?
之所以会寂寞是因为害怕失去。
或许,未曾拥有过是一件好事。
今天的大雨反倒洗涤了潜伏在我体内的拥有欲,那种人类与生俱来的贪欲。
寂寞的因子依然挥之不去,可是今天的落寞突然变得特别迷人。

2 comments:

Hong CN said...

feeling loneliness just because you involve your emotional part too much. Afraid of losing is part of your emotional process. There are differences in between loneliness and solitude.

Loneliness involves physically, emotionally and the desire to own; Solitude is opposite - rational, spiritually and enjoying one selfness :-)

Never own? you never come across the suffer that makes you grow. You can choose to appreciate you had gone through the moment of learning and exploring.

Take good care then :-)

ahyu said...

i'll choose to love with all my best...no matter how hard is it,even will get heart broken...no regrets...