我要为你学韩语

我的男人是韩国人。
我不会说韩语，他也不会说汉语。
这条路，可以走多久？
唔，会有未来吗？

我要为你学韩语。
想听听你和兄弟之间的笑话。
想和你一起在朋友的面前说着同样的语言。
想用你的语言和你沟通。
想用你的语言给你写信。

可是，这条路，可以走多久？

BIG BREAKFAST & LATTE

11th MAY 2007
, PUB STREET, SIAM REAP, CAMBODIA.

Once I woke up this morning, an idea suddenly flashed through my mind, ‘Ham, sausages, bacon, mushrooms and fried eggs…’ It’s like few years back in Australia, a notion came to my mind in a beautiful early morning, and then my best friend drove us to the Scarborough Beach for a lovely BIG Breakfast.

Then, now I was sitting at the Blue Pumpkin café ordering my breakfast. Aikh…extremely disappointed…There is no BIG Breakfast or American Breakfast in the menu…After few minutes browsing, I ordered a Smoked Ham & Cheese Croissant. ‘What would you like for the drinks?’ the waitress asked. I hesitated for a while, finally ordered a pot of Earl Grey tea in stead of the Café Latte that I usually had.

Surprisingly, a morning without BIG Breakfast and Latte was lovely as the morning I spent at Scarborough Beach. 

Saying that BIG Breakfast & Latte are my favorites, but in fact I failed to pluck up the courage of trying and exploring new taste. This is human being, became accustomed to the surroundings and environment after some times, and the courage of exploring will be slowly corroded by the ‘habit’.

Is that the reason why you made choice not to confront with the problem between us since then? Or you take this relationship as a matter of course? Or you already get used to it? Or you are not brave enough to make any changes? Or actually the fact is I’m not the one you like?

Too many of ‘hypothesis’ is damn damn damn tiring…  Aikh, it would be better to make everything simple. Better not to think that much and complicated, that’s the only way to comfort myself, isn’t?

26th AUSGUST 2008
你过得还好吗？放心，我已彻底的痊愈了。（笑一个）
期待着某天在街头转角处偶然碰上你的那一刻。
那一刻，一定很美好。

没有　BIG Breakfast　和　Latte　的早餐，一样美好。
没有你的日子，我依然可以过得很好。
还是要谢谢你。
谢谢你让我走入你的生活；也谢谢你愿意为这段感情做出尝试和努力。